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Apr. 16th, 2008


margaret, you fuckin frustrate me.

Apr. 15th, 2008


so i'm in a pretty good mood this morning...

it feels nice to say that. being angry all the time is tiring.

is it weird that my whole life i've had dreams that involve brutal murder in public bathrooms. and i always come in and there is like blood all over the place and dead people or person lying around usually decapitated or with a big ass shotgun wound in their chest making them not really look like proper humans..and i'm like well fuck...i gotta piss..so i go looking for a stall that isn't covered in blood or body parts...of course never finding one.

Apr. 15th, 2008



My Personality
Neuroticism
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Extraversion
4
Openness to Experience
75
Agreeableness
1
Conscientiousness
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You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful, however you feel strong cravings and urges that you have difficulty resisting. You tend to prefer short-term pleasures and rewards over long-term consequences. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits. You are not interested in the arts and do not display aesthetic sensitivity. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you do not particularly like helping other people. Requests for help feel like an imposition on your time. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered.

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Apr. 10th, 2008


 i slept for 15 hours.

Mar. 27th, 2008


i have a bruise in the middle on the bottom of my foot and it keeps getting bigger. i must have really fucked it up. I wonder what i stepped on?

jury duty


stupid  jury duty... why is it that nothing can go smoothly when it comes to things i don't want to do. I dont want to go to jury duty but i know that i have to so the least life could give me is a simple hassle free drive there with an easy entrance (aka not haing to go through the metal detector a millions times) listen to crap i dont care about and then go home and either be done with it or continue in the hassle free enviroment that i explained. But no...i havent even had to show up yet and i already am getting hassled. Not only did they issu me one summons, they decide to send me another, under another name (m,issing middle name) so now i have to call people i dont know which i hate doing (hate the phone) and have a complicated conversaion to fix the problem...

but as irratating as it was good things came out of it which is a nice stroke of luck really, so even tho i had to make a fuss it ending up being in my favor....not only were the 2 people i spoke with very polite and helpful, i originaly was to report to redwood city at 8:30....an arduous journey through traffic at the ass crack of the morning trying to manuvuer through senery i don't know.... but now i am being sent the the south san francisco courthouse where i had my jury trial when i was in trouble...which is a simple well known drive. So now...i have a closer courthouse and i moved the date to july 15th....it won't interact with school, and i dont have to think about it for a few more months.

oh! oh! look! i actually saw something positive about my day! i overcame my innate cynical nature for.....well a breif second....better than nothing right?     ;) <--- thats a winky face...

Mar. 13th, 2008


i  lost 6 pounds in....in 6 days...27 pounds to go....

Feb. 14th, 2008



feelin pretty good, in a happy mood, just got back from yosemite, lots of fun, i love the snow we saw a bobcat or a lynx...not sure which it was. Anyway, lots of fun...not so happy to be back in this shed, but i did miss my kitten. Happy to have my own bed back. Altho it was pretty sweet cause my and jay had our own room...it was a 2 bedroom motel room, same one we stayed in last time i stayed there, has a balcony, and kitchen.... so anyway we had out own room and it has 2 queens in it so we each took our own bed, so i got to stretch out. not too cold up there it was in the high 40's in the park and mid 50's outside the pak, perfect weather if you ask me. 

So anyway...i dont think most of you even knew i had left but i'm back...

so if anyone wants to chill some time give me a call up....

Jan. 20th, 2008


i love these songs

Nancy Sinatra- Bang Bang
Amos Lee- Sweet Pea

and Cloverfield was fuckin epic....I reccommend it.

Jan. 17th, 2008


:sigh: bad mood all around....

. ..and no one to turn to...

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